Time.

What 5 months can do. Hurt, disappointment, hate, anger, love, happiness, and everything else. 5 months ago, what I thought I was doing right actually slapped me right across the face. I was totally wrong. I got played. Looking back at my previous posts, The ones before Mar'10, gave me a clearer picture of what happened. Nice. Who cares? I realized that if you let life pass by you, 5 months can be short, but reflections about the past makes 5 months a long, long time. 5 months ago, I didn't even know about Esplanade. 5 months ago, my friends were my friends. 5 months ago, I thought I had it easy. Shucks. Enough.

I'm done.

Okay! On a lighter note, I ended Hiretrack today :( . I accidentally hammered myself dead square into the thumb. Some skin went off there. Got some random cut across my palm nearing the end of the day. Note to self. Get protective gloves. I'm slowly bringing myself to my first 'k-pay'. Do I deserve all that I'm getting now?

I'm slowly understanding the point of writing to myself.