Hiding it.

Yes. As the title suggests,I'm hiding my feelings. I tried to call her like 10 mins ago. She's already asleep. Damn. I went to school and acted everything as per normal. This is because Rp is a bully, everything is based on your daily performance. Wanna show that pissed off face oso cant. Gotta put some fake smile. Make the class a happy place, then I forget yesterday. But whats the use. When I go home. The guilt is back again. Fuck it.

I cant wait for tomorrow. So it seems. Im going to fix my phone at the SE workshop at eastpoint,I'm gonna try calling her again. I cant freaking wait for the IG fair. Yay that. Another thing is oso that my maths faci got changed. Im not quite happy with that. I think my previous faci is nice. Now the current one is just this old man who does'nt surf the net or even own a handphone. Pathetic crapshit. I can see he's gonna mark down people. I think i might get a C for maths today. Fuck that. I really hope I don get that.

Sad for W34M,alot of people hated the previous faci. Now that he's gone,their all missing him. Yes,and all this is because we got a special student in our batch. She's hearing impaired and mute. But that does'nt mean that I'm not pissed she stole my faci. Another thing else,I know her. She was my groupmate from my SEG camp. Hmm,The sad life I think Im living this week. I know whatever it is,I gotta have myself ready. I sense,no. I know that this weekend is gonna be a rough one.