April Fool's

Scored 2-2 with my Mum. A big 0-1 with 98.7 when I thought they really hired Ris Low. Ha!

Okay, thanks to some friends, I think I know who my true friends are. I know I'm not close to you, so the feeling should be neutral. It's not your fault, but you chose to let your thoughts out. I'm shell-shocked. Hmm, when enough will be enough. If the same thing happens next week. I'll curse you for ruining what I'm really looking forward to.

Okay okay. Got a new replacement phone. SonyEricssonR300, but now I need to get my safety gloves or I'll regret it. The gloves are optional but I think it helps, plus its cool hehe! But not before I make a new ATM card. I misplaced mine. And since the banks are closed for Good Friday tomorrow, I guess I'll have to keep waiting.

Second's spare cashflow is coming! 

Tuesday, 30 March 2010

My first kpay is in.

I'm gonna look back on this website and laugh to myself. 083

I'm bored.

I'm really bored. There's nothing for me to do at home, and nothing to do outside. Nothing to blog about. Three days left.I guess that should be a historical day for me? Hahaha.

Results for Year 1 Sem 2 is out. Mixtures of Bs and Cs and a D.
A 0.15 drop in my GPA.

I'm really going to make sure I try my best in Year 2. Besides, There's no more maths or physics. Mostly statistical data. With enough concentration, I'm sure I'll do well right?

Oh dear, Microsoft Excel.

March holiday!

Okay, there's nothing much for me to talk about. There was so many things that I wanted to scream about, but I guess, when you give time to any problems, you won't feel that bad anymore! Yeah. So, there's really nothing much to say except to be happy that my 'k'-pay is coming real soon and I really can't wait!

And to that loser that I quarreled with at Advance track today, gosh, I can't believe it. I hope he dies. I was so ready to punch him square in the face. I'm really not satisfied with him. Oh well, fighting isn't the correct way to settle things right? I guess knocking some verbal sense into him should be okay. Even Nazrul was pissed with him, and so did so many other crews who knew him. Screw him. He may be a regular, but he'll never get to step on our heads.

Nice.

Thanks to my missing phone, I gotten myself into a whole lot of trouble these past few days. I've missed deadlines. It doesn't help when you don't have a phone because when people can't contact you, they just have a certain mindset that we're simply avoiding you. A phone is extremely important to me, and I know its my fault and irresponsibility that I lost it, so maybe it would be nice if you can spare me a thought and don't think I have all the bad intentions against you?

Facebook is a social networking website that either helps you, or screws with your life. Adding too many friends isn't the right thing to do. Friends, family and colleagues. We should know, facebook is meant to keep in touch with people, not to dig up information about them and be spread it around like a public announcement system. I can't believe you searched through my whole facebook to take revenge on me like that. It may have took you some effort, but I'm really proud you took the time. 

As far as I know, whatever is going on there is only used as a substitute. I know you know about what I do when I'm not around. I know many people there help convey things about me to you. I know you're only trying to take revenge. It's okay, maybe you aren't 100% dead on about bringing me down, but I know that its the thought that counts right? 

Let time pass, I want to see what's going to happen in due time. I want to see how things will change in the next few months. I may be extremely frustrated now, but I'll feel better once I switch off the computer. I can't believe that you're using things to make me do whatever you need. Of course I cannot say no, not yet at least. Even if I did say what I did, have you ever thought that I said it honestly with my heart? Or was I forced to?

Maybe it's time I started privatizing in facebook.

Kaypoh.

Kaypoh;

A Singaporean slang used to describe a busybody or a nosy parker.

Extracted from www.talkingcock.com, The Coxford Singlish Dictionary

So that's a Kaypoh? As far as I've known, In Singapore, being observant, or even alert to your surroundings counts as being a Kaypoh. Its also not right if you want to clarify things. Being curious is being a Kaypoh. 

I simply just do not understand these Singaporeans. I'm not ashamed of them, but, do they have any sense of shame for themselves? To the extent for them to use such sentence enhancers like "Lah", "Lor", "Ha?", "Hor", "Meh" and "Leh" in full view of the public. I'm not trying to say that I despise all these people or I'm trying to be British or American. Even I use those words, but, when I use it, I make sure its not said in public where everyone will know. The reason I'm posting this up is just, I'm appalled at a "Wendy Chong", one of Jack Neo's Mistresses. When asked why did she do what she did, She replied,

 "Because I was stupid lah, that's why I did it lor." 

Horrible.

Singaporeans being Singaporeans have their own culture, but I don't think its right that we over use these words right? Its also because of my curiosity, I was called a Kaypoh, which is just the other reason that I'm posting this. I guess, to do something right, we have to know its that we are doing it right, and to know that we are doing it right, we have to understand why we're doing it right. Isn't that true?

I don't know, maybe its just me and my Kaypoh personality that got me to all this. So, curiosity, observance and alertness determines if one is a Kaypoh right?

So, are you a Kaypoh?

Learn.

I'm in that point of time again. Everytime I start a new job, Long John's Silvers, McDonald's, ShowFest, Escape and now, Esplanade. I feel that it always happens to me. I feel like talking about it, but even this blog is useless.

Have you ever heard of, "Don't know? Ask." I've heard it a whole lot of times. Sometimes, I feel that people just say things because they're working. Those words don't actually mean anything. Try asking for a reaffirmation of something and you'll get on someone's nerve. I'm not angry and just ranting out crap. In fact, I have to understand the shoes of the guys in charge. They have to make sure everything goes well or their guys in charge screws them. No one likes to get screwed.

I wouldn't say that life there is fast paced. It isn't. The working environment has been set up a long time ago. Its just how fast one can adapt to it. And me, being the youngest there, only makes it harder to adapt. Girls, Smoking, Drinking, Sex. I'm not living in secondary school anymore. They're all much older than me, with an average age of thirty. If they don't have tattoos, they have piercings or other body modifications. If they don't have that, they're smokers and drinkers. If its not that too, they're gamblers. Most of the guys I'm with have gone in and out of jail before. That doesn't mean they're bad. I now understand the point of the "Yellow Ribbon Project" in Singapore. These guys, when they turn over a new leaf, can be really nice.

I believe in second chances. But that doesn't mean I allow myself to hang around with them. Influences come easy there. Saying "No" isn't as easy as just letting it out of your mouth. It's how you say it. Having an 'O' Levels Cert counts as "Clever". Doing Poly is mostly unheard of. I think i'm getting it. Don't complain, Just do.

After all, I'm only 17. We do have hard labour at times, but 60% of the time, we're sitting around.

Where else can you find a legal job that pays you $12 per hour?

Mobile phones.

Previously, I've posted things about a phone, gone, in 9 seconds. Guess what? I've lost my phone today. Karma right? I've learnt my lesson. That is, helping people in Singapore isn't always good news. I won't talk about that. Its more of my carelessness that caused this misfortune. I've lost quite a few phones in the past. Here's my list of phones.

-Nokia,2200(Lost)

-Nokia,7250i

-Nokia,6220

-Nokia,6230

-Nokia,N73(Lost)

-Nokia, 1100

-Sony Ericsson 5310i(Lost)

-My friend, Bryan's SE phone(Lost)

Fuck right? Looks like I'm proud of this. I'm not.

A mobile phone is an extremely valuable item to everyone. Well, so is a wallet.

I've lost my wallet countless times too. I'm just a careless wreck mixed with maybe some short-term memory. Although I've almost lost my current wallet quite a few times, I can't remember the last time I really lost a wallet. Maybe primary school?

Oh well, that's life. People chide me all the time for not taking care of my things. Escape Theme Park, Home, School. Everywhere I get scolded.

Zaf Zaf, Will I ever learn? I've got no one else to blame but myself.